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story of watermelon...

2005-09-01T14:30:00.000+08:00

story of watermelon...

last night i left the office at abt 2315h... than i saw mr jason n howard outside levle1... than mr jason ask me if i wanna to go n eat steamboat with them (mr jason, howard, man, derek n doris) than i say ok lor... than the 5 of us hop on to mr jason's car... n reach beach road at abt 12midnight... is not tian tian huo guo... is the one beside... $10 per person... n it open from 1700h-0500h... so without any delay... the 4 guys when to get food... doris n i of coz sit n wait lor... hahaha... the food there is very fresh n nice... no need to t-up so much on the steamboat one lah... from the few pics i took can tell tat they r enjoying very much... oh ya... u can 2 kinds of soup... hmmm... if i'm not wrong they got chicken soup, tom yum, pai ku n suan cai... we order suan cai n pai ku... wow~! the soup is very nice n sweet... best one ar... after 2h of eating we r kinda full liao... but left with 2 guys still eating... n they r mr howard n mr man... walao... this 2 really can eat sia... deef lah... mutton lah... non-stop one leh... zhen de pei fu... than i think of a game to play as we still not leaving tat early... we play zong ji mi ma... at 1st was the loser eat wat we got from the pot... abit onli lah... eg. fishball, mushroom, hotdog... after a few round there r nothing left in the pot liao... than still ok leh... but hor... dont know who is the one who say "hey... y not we eat watermelon lah... the loser eat one slice... tian hu n di hu eat 2 slices..." n here come the watermelon... walao... we eat abt 3-4 plate of watermelon n each plate is abt 10 slices lor... see how many i have eaten... this how much derek ate... n this is onli the start lor... in tat game howard lost most... the sian sian look of howard... mr jason win the most... while the rest (ah-guan eat again) (just now eat liao...) (heng ar... this time not me) (yeah~! not me) (hmmm... wat is the save number) (this time must think hard liao... ermz... wat number leh) (walao... eat again) (kaoz... me again... i eat 11 slices liao leh...) by the time we stop the game is abt 0445h... at tat moment of time we r not onli tired n very very very full ar... each of us at least eat 5 slices of watermelon but not howard... hahaha... n howard have be come our xi gua wang zi... yeah~! i think the 6 of at least got finish one whole big watermelon... than i share cab with howard, man n doris... derek follow mr jason home... than in the morning... i mean at abt 0600h than he take bus home... by the time i reach home is abt 0500h...

sun tanning

2005-08-23T15:58:00.000+08:00

sun-tanning...

yesterday is a sunny day the sky is very clear... i went sentosa with my friends... so went we reach there we dont wanna to waste any time but just ahead to tanjong beach... i took a few pic after i have put the sun-tan lotion... all i do was just sit under the sun... just like rosted pig like tat... but yesterday is really a good day to be at the beach... yeah~! after 1h or so... than we finally went down into the water... the min i step in the sea... i feel tat the sea water is very cold... hahaha... coz i sit down there like rosted pig for so long... of coz i'll feel tat the sea water is very cold... after a short swim... i went up to the shore... with nothing to do... i write my name on the sand... n it go alone with a pic this pic is taken when i just got up from the sea... bleahz... than at abt 1800h... we move to km8... km8 is the beach bar of tanjong beach... km8 is a very nice n relax place... the sunset is very nice the whole sky turn orange... km8 the got more than 10 over banches than u can laying down there to listen to the wind n have a nice drink... this is tequila sunrise... one of my fav drink... so i spend a few hours relaxing all the way till abt 2000h than i went to take a bath... than we wait for the bus to out... than i saw tat there is bus61 at the main road... so i took bus home... by the time i reach home is abt 2300h... when i'm changing than i found tat i'm all red... hmmm... this 2 pic can see the marking very clear... walao... i really look like loster leh... but heng ar... today is better liao... not as red as last night... but still very pain lor... having hard time to dress up...

wednesday -- ladies night...

2005-08-18T14:59:00.000+08:00

wednesday -- ladies night...

it have been a long time since the last time i went to club... actually yesterday got no intention to club one... the actually plan was... i'm suppose to bring mr jason to meet my uncle one... to take abt something... but who know tat the BIP end so late than mr jason n i r hungry... than we thought of to have our dinner b4 meeting my uncle... so we went to checker to have dinner... than i call my uncle... who know tat he say he got things to do n wont be home so early n he wanna to meet up tonight... than mr jason n i r like ok lor... nothing we can oso mah... than in tat case we come our with another plan is to find a place to chill down... than i told mr jason "than like tat oso ok mah... after we finish our dinner we can go back to office n jio see who wanna to go chill out..." mr jason reply "alot of them went back liao lor... the rest dont like tat chill out one lah..." than we start to kind of where to go n who we can call... n tat ring the bell... derek... tat's him... hahaha... than i call him right away... at 1st derek dont wanna to come out one... coz he is playing online games with his friends... than i ask mr jason to talk to him... after tat i ans the phone again n 'brain wash' abit here n there... than he finally agree to come out... derek reach checker at abt 12midnight...
our intention was looking for a place to chill out n tat all... so tat remind me of my friend, andy, who work in night-life... i give andy a call to see if he is working today... he keep telling tat he is working in a pub... than i really believe lor... but who know... when we reach there than the 3 of us know tat is a KTV lounge lor... got girl tat kind lor... walao... i almost fainted lor... but we didnt went in lah... we have a 15min chat than to move on to black... once we reach there derek say tat he need to do something ask mr jason n i go in 1st... the min mr jason n i went in... we got shock... mainly of the age group n the dress code... mr jason n i just stand in front of the bar for a whole 15min like idiot like tat... than mr jason give derek a call to come n look for us at once... we still find tat is not the kind of place for us... than we move on to momo... by the time we reach momo is abt 0200h... than derek saw his friends so we just went over to his friends table... we stay at the table for abt 30min than we went to the live band tat side... coz the live band tat side is really more for chill our... than the 3 of us finally got a place tat wat we really need... than guess wat next... we saw mr jackie, mr ken n mr rick... than the 6 of us just sit around to drink n chat... abt 30min later... mr jackie, mr ken n mr rick say tat they r going to the dance area to look for their friends... n tat goes same to derek... onli left mr jason n i listen to the band... after awhile derek is back with us again... we listen to 2 bands singing... the 1st band is a chinese singer... n tat singer look abit like vince... not onli i think so even mr jason n derek agree with me too... at least got 60% look like vince lor... the 2nd band sing better than the 1st band... the 2nd band is not a chinese... dont think they r malay oso lor... dont know lah... but one thing for sure is they sing quite well... than mr jason tell me the 2nd band singer is a gay... i got shock... i ask mr jason "really anot... how u know one..." mr jason reply "the night-life tat side everyone is talking abt it..." happy time really pass fast... without knowing is already 0400h... by the time i reach home is already 0500h... haiz...

my head going to bust liao...

2005-08-14T14:09:00.000+08:00

my head going to bust liao...

i really cannot tahan liao... my head pain from last night abt 2100h till now... for the 1st time my head pain for so long hours... usually the pain will stop when i wake up the next day... but not this time... argghhh... dont know wat can i do to the pain... i dont even can go out to buy my pain killer... wat i can to now is just to let it pain lor... haiz... i oso cant do anything... argghhh... walao... i pain till like going to die liao... there r onli 3 pain tat i cant take it... n it is... headache, gastic n my slip-disc... other than this 3 type of pain the rest i can take it one... kaoz... i really dont know wat can i do now... haiz... i think i have to wait till i knock off liao... really feel like using my head to bang the wall... REALLY VERY PAIN AR... can someone help me to stop the pain...

when knock off...

2005-08-13T13:41:00.000+08:00

when knock off...

u know wat on 11th aug shi xiong left the office at abt 2145h... than cheryl n i have to lock the door... when cheryl have off all the lights then i went to lock one side of the door... but dont know y i went to lock both door n the both of us is still inside the office lor... haiz... dont know wat wrong tat day... for the 1st time i actually lock ourselves inside...

than yesterday when we knock off... cheryl accompany me to LPS to buy food back for my uncle... n we have wait for sometime n is not ready... we stand there for abt 10min than one of the guy said tat the auntie wanna my hp... than i look tat guy n than look at the auntie... i got blur... after another 5min of waiting... the auntie tell me "next time u call us to make ur order can liao... dont need to wait so long liao..."than i took the auntie hp... than there r a few guys say "y not u give us ur hp than i can call u n ask if u wanna to eat anot..." both cheryl n i laugh till we dont know wat to say... than i just reply them by saying "is ok lah... if i wanna i'll call the auntie lor..." than they start asking where is our office lah... work as wat lah... after i took the food we just ahead to the road to take a cab home... walao... really cannot tahan those malaysia... *faintz* talk so much... ask so much... haiz... *sign* *down*

liang cha...

2005-08-11T19:00:00.000+08:00

liang cha...

walao... u know wat... there is someone who is sick n keep wanting to eat those heaty food... cannot tahan 'HIM'... last night he finish 'HIS' dinner at home... than last than 1hr... 'HE' went to look for those heaty food... i nag at 'HIM' saying tat "hey... u already sick liao leh... still wanna to eat..." we onli chat for awhile last night... than till 0230h out of no where 'HE' sms me saying "mouth itchy... arr... sleeply..." i got shock when i receive 'HIS' sms coz 'HE' say 'HE' is going to bed liao n at tat time was abt 0100h... than i'm though tat 'HE' sleep liao... than i call 'HIM' no one ans the phone... dotz... than i sms 'HIM' no reply... than i went to bed at abt 0300h... see lah... than this morning at abt 1054h when he is on the way to sch 'HE' sms me saying "sleep dont sleep msg me in the middle of the night... bla bla bla..." at tat time i'm still in bed lor... haiz... oso dont know who msg who 1st... kekeke... than after a few sms i have to get up n get myself ready to work... than i left my house early just to go westmall n buy honey water n luo han guo from yao cai dian... than i went to a cake shop to egg tarts n padan cakes... than i took mrt to office... than on the way i fall asleep while i'm reading... than the worse thing is i took the train to city hall... kaoz... after so long thing is the 1st time i over short lor... never mind... than 'HE' come all the way from 'HIS' sch to my office... just to take the honey water, luo han guo, egg tarts n padan cakes... than 'HE' told me tat just now 'HE' eat mua ji... walao... dont know wat is 'HE' doing lor... sick liao still eat this kind of thing... *faintz* bua tahan... than after a short chat with 'HIM' than 'HE' went home to have dinner... than 'HE' call me at abt 1900h... than i ask 'HIM' if 'HE' had 'HIS' dinner liao... than 'HE' say "i onli eat appetitizer..." (tat is half pack of sheng mian) than i ask 'HIM' tat "huh... like tat still call appetitizer ar... than wat u going to have for ur main course..." than 'HE' say 'HIS' mum is cooking... kekeke... walao... really bua tahan 'HIM'... 'HE' really can eat alot sia... than just b4 we hang the phone 'HIS' friends called asking 'HIM' to go play ball... lucky he still know how to tell 'HIS' friends tat 'HE' is sick dont wanna to play but just sit down there n drink coffee... (hopefully 'HE' really dont play... coz if 'HE' really play ball lai jiang de hau... 'HE' is sure to be worse than now one... pls lah... do take care... ok...

fireworks...

2005-08-10T14:14:00.000+08:00

fireworks...

last monday 8th aug... i woke up very early tat morning... i went to my uncle's house at abt 0930h... than accompany my uncle's wife to fetch ah bee after sch... than we went to market... thought tat we can buy at least a few thing for the dinner... but end up we didnt get anything... haiz... the we went to Mcd as ah bee wanna to eat... after tat at abt 1300h... i meet seal n xiangkai... coz tat day they end class early... i meet them at westmall than we went to shop n save to buy things... i reach home at abt 1400h... than i start to get ready all the thing tat i'm going to cook later... i got everything done at abt 1530h... at abt 1600h... the 3 of us is hungry... than we went to buy cup noodle to eat... kekeke... coz went i went to shop n save i didnt buy anything for lunch but onli for dinner... hahaha... than xiangkai left my house at abt 1700h... after he felt not long i start my cooking... seal didnt stay for dinner coz she is going home to eat as her grandma got cook... she just come n help me out... kekeke... actually everything went well... than till the last min... 'HE' told me tat he cant eat a few thing... n is not tat 'HE' dont eat... is 'HE' cant eat... but i actually got it in my soup... so i went got to see wat can i buy to make 'HIM' another soup... i'm lucky... i'm always lucky when seal is around... kekeke... than i buy kau kee n toufu... i cook kau kee soup for 'HIM' alone... n the rest drink corn soup... my uncle's wife n her 2 kids as well as my bro n his gf... than 'HE' reach my house at abt 1830h... seal leave my house at abt 1800h... than i told 'HIM' tat 'HE' must finish the kai kee soup... b4 we really start our dinner i give 'HIM' a bowl of the soup... after 'HE' finish 'HE' say the soup is nice n it's oso 'HIS' fav soup... we finish dinner at abt 2030h... than 'HE' n i went out at abt 2100h...

'HE' brought me to marina bay... we reach there abt 2200h... the both of us just find a sit n we r 2h early... so we just sit n chat n drink... once it 0000h... the sky is fill up with alot of nice n big fireworks... http://crystal8455.multiply.com/video/item/1 (click to view the fireworks) this is the 1st time i went to see fireworks... n not many ppl know tat i actually love fireworks... we watch for the whole 15min... i'm so happy lor... i have never see fireworks tat close b4... than went everything we took a walk all the way near to checker than 'HE' help to get on a cab... than i reach home at abt 0200h... 'HE' call me abt 0230h... when he got home... we didnt chat much as 'HE' is tired n abit sick... but for me... tat night i cant sleep even i'm very tired... i'm just too happy liao... i really enjoy alot... really thank 'HIM' alot...

back to freedom...

2005-08-06T18:14:00.000+08:00

back to freedom...

hey... i'm got back my freedom again... i can have more time with my mummy, bro n everyone... or in other work i'm back to alone again... tat y i got so much time... i have end one topic in my life... i dont think i'll start another topic tat fast... hahaha... of coz not so fast lah... wo shi yi ge you xie you ruo de ren ar... wo ye shi yi ge you qing you yi de yi ge ren ar... kekeke... now i dont wanna to care so much liao... i just wanna to be happy n enjoy... wo zhen de heng bu xi huan 2mths back de wo... bcoz i'm not happy at all... as well as i dont even enjoy myself at all... so now... no matter wat i'll try as much as i can just to enjoy n have fun...

di ba hao dang bu...

2005-07-27T15:50:00.000+08:00

di ba hao dang bu...

yeah~! last night i finally finish watching the part2 of di ba hao dang bu... but even b4 i finish the last 3 vcd than i found out tat tat is not the ending... as i have watch it from scv oso... but i went to buy the vcd is bcoz i cant watch it in time in scv all the time... haiz... tat means i have to go n look for it again liao lor... kaoz... this part2 i took so long b4 i found it... down... than now i dont know need how long b4 i found than part3 of it... but i dont care... die die i must find the last part to finish the set of di ba hao dang bu... hmmm... i really wonder y the vcd doesnt come in a complete set... make to gan jong abt it... haiz... must ask mummy to accompany go n find liao... haiz... she will say me again... hahaha... but never mind mummy will wanna to watch it oso... hahaha... really nice show lor... very romantic... u know wat the whole show hor... hao xiao de di fang zhen de heng hao xiao... gan dong de di fang zhen de hang gan dong... lang man de shi hou zhen de hang lang man... u really will watch till u cry n laugh ur head off at time... this show much watch ar... u will not regret watching it... di ba hao dang bu... zhi you dian jin... mei you shu chu...

off for 3 days....

2005-07-26T14:39:00.000+08:00

off for 3 days...

cheryl n i r on off for 3 days as everyone in the company is going to genting... n the 2 of us r not going... at 1st is kinda sian... as dont now at to do... n i'm staying over at my mummy place... coz 3 days of off... dont know where to go... but heng ar... at least i have kinda fun in this 3 days... hahaha...

1st day of off, sat, 23rd july...
i meet one of my friend at tampines at abt 12noon.... than meet another 3 more friends 1330h at pasir ris... than have our lunch than we set off to changi jetty to ubin... we reach ubin at abt 1415h... than we rented bicycles... tat is the 1st time i went to ubin... tat place is "wow~! so nice..." hahaha... i really love the place... than feng jing is very nice too... hahaha... this 2 pic is taken somewhere inside... i believe is will be a very romatic place for lover... hahaha... very cooling place... at 1st i'm very scare as i cant cycle well... so scare tat i might fall... but heng ar... at least i didnt fall at all... hahaha... actually we took alot of pic one... but i'm still waiting for my friend to send the pic to me... we cycle till abt 1800h... then we fell abit hungry... than we went back to somewhere near to the jetty to have our dinner... this 2 pic is taken near to the jetty n the oso near to the place we had our seafood... we order fish, soup, veg, egg, chilli n back peper crabs... u know wat... the seafood there is really very nice n not very ex too... than we actually plan to rush back to see the fireworks... but end up we cant make it... is kinda waste... than we took mrt back to tiong bahru for chill out... than we took a taxi home as we r too tired n lazy to take mrt... i reach my mummy house at abt 2330h n i oso buy dinner back for her...

2nd day of off, sun, 24th july...
i send my mummy to work after we have our breakfast... than i meet my friends at abt 1130h... when they reach they say wanna to go ktv... i actually wanna to go one... but i got no voice... bcoz of the crabs tat i eat at ubin than i lost my voice as i'm already sick for days liao... so end of the day we went for movie... it have been a long time i didnt go for movie liao... after the show we went to taka to have a small bite... after tat we went to coffee club to chill out n have coffee n as for me i just take plain water... than i went to fetch my mummy knock at abt 1830h... we took a cab to checker n have our dinner with my bro n his gf... we order curry fish head, hor fan, fried rice n 2 more dont know wat... i forgot liao... kekeke... after tat i bring them to eskie bar (i dont know how to spell... hahaha) tat bar is a very cold place... is got 2 part... the outer part is abt -9 degree n the inter part is abt 12 degree... is a very cool place... but got abit boring... as there is nothing much u can do... other than drinking its still drinking... hahaha... we left the place b4 2300h... than my bro n his gf took mrt back to batok while my mummy n i go back to sengkang...

3rd day of off, mon, 25th july...
on mon is the day my grandpa had passed away for 1yr... so i follow my mummy to pray my grandpa... my mummy n i went to have our breakfast than daddy come n fetch us when he knock off... all the way from sengkang to cck... when we have finish everything we need to burn the thing tat we buy for my grandpa... so daddy n mummy went to burn n i stay n look after the food tat we have brough for my grandpa... coz there r cats will jump up to the table to eat it... than i'm kinda too boring to look after the food n i took a few pic of myself... hahaha... luckly no one see me taking pic of myself... coz they will think tat i siao liao... hahaha... this r the onli 3 pic tat i took... than when my mummy came back i show her... she say tat i too free n too bo liao liao izzit... hahaha... than after we finish the food... daddy send us back home... than once we reach home i went to sleep after i finish bathing... as i'm very tired... coz this 3 days i sleep at abt 0100h-0230h... n have to wake up at 0800h... *faintz* than i wake up at abt 1900h... than my mummy n i went to hougang mall to collect her pants... than we went for our dinner b4 i go home... i reach home (batok) at abt 2300h after a short rest... i went to bed liao... cant tahan liao... can knock off anytime... hahaha... i sleep at abt 12midnight... n wake up at 1100h this morning...

although i didnt really go anywhere in this 3 days... but i really enjoy myself... i really hope to go ubin again... there is really a very nice, cool n fun place... [hey guyz... when u all free again... let go ubin again leh... i really love tat place... yeah~!]

cut hair...

2005-07-12T14:42:00.000+08:00

cut hair...

yesterday i went out with mummy... we went to marina square eat... than go suntec walk walk... i bought one shirt... hmmm... very nice one... hahaha... mummy say can buy one... kekeke... than we went to TS actually wanna to tuo qiang shi jie part1 to part4 but they onli got part1 n part2... than went we r thinking to buy it anot my mummy n i were talking abt Alex To's show di ba hao dang bu... than tat saleman say tat they got the part2 of di ba hao dang pu... than i ask him sure anot... coz we have already ask alot of places n everywhere told us tat the part2 of di ba hao dang bu is not going to have their vcd... than tat saleman really take out the part2 of di ba hao dang to show me... wow~! i'm really very happy lor... huang tian bu fu ku xin ren... yeah... than end up we didnt buy the tuo qiang shi jie but onli buy the di ba hao dang bu part2... than went plaza sing to cut hair... i went to red to cut... kaoz... really very angry... coz tat girl who cut for me... really the fuck up one... attitude one leh... but still ok lah... n it very ex- lor... i onli cut, wash n blow it cost me abt $47 lor... kaoz... so angry... after i finish than i realize tat i just cut my hair 2 mths ago... than at abt 2130h i took bus home while mummy take mrt... i reach home at abt 2245h... than i watch di ba hao dang bu part1... hmmm... anyway this is the 3rd time i watch it liao... now i left with 3 more vdc to finish the part1... than when i finish i can watch the part2 tat i bought yesterday... hahaha... yeah~!

ktv...

2005-07-12T14:14:00.000+08:00

ktv...

last sunday 10th july 2005... actually i wanna to rush home after i knock off to watch the nkf show one coz got Alex To... hahaha... but hor... end up i saw huimin n janet than they ask me wanna to go dinner anot coz both of them havent eat... than i thought i still got time to rush home... than end of the day i for them till 2030h b4 we went for dinner at checker... just b4 we left i got a very big punch from tat stupid idiot who got more n more fat liao... very pain lor... then the 4 of us went to dinner (huimin, janet, xian quan n me) after we finish our dinner i jio them to go party world ktv just beside checker... when we reach the ktv we found tat there is a big tv is showing the nkf show... than we sit down there n watch for 1h... coz i hope to see Alex To mah... hahaha... but end of the day i'm been laugh by a person who is very quiet n dont talk much one... n tat is xian quan lor... he say "hey... u still got 1h to watch the nkf show... hahaha..." kaoz... i really cannot tahan even xian quan oso laugh at me... humpz... after the show we when in to sing... from 2300h to 0300h... at abt 0230h xiao chian n riggs came after the meeting... than we tiao gang dont let riggs have any chance to sing the song he wanna... just play play onli... hahaha... even janet oso join the fun dont to let riggs sing... kekeke... after everything we share cab home... xiao chian n janet share one cab... riggs, xian quan, huimin n i share one... we really have fun... i reach home at abt 0330h...

ktv pub...

2005-07-04T02:34:00.000+08:00

ktv pub...

yesterday i went a ktv pub at boat quey with alexx, jermine, xiao chain, huimin, riggs, janet n dickson... at 1st was onli alexx, jermine, xiao chain, huimin n me... than we order 1 jug onli... than later on riggs, janet n dickson come liao... end up we open 1 bottle of vodka... janet onli drink one cup n riggs drink a few onli ba... i think... cant rem liao... hahaha... after riggs finish playing a few games of pool while janet sing a few songs than riggs sent janet home as she is very tried liao... we sing quite a number of song yesterday n oso play a few round of pool... than end up i play five-ten with alexx... walao... really very down i finish one whole cup liao he still left with abt 2/3 of the cup... i lose to him lor... than after i have finish one n a half cup we change game... i dont wat is the game call lah... go n ask alexx than he will tell u... hahaha... tat other game worse... haiz... dont say liao... dont onli make me lose face... kekeke... than abt 2320h dickson is leaving... he is going to cck to meet his downline, " ba dian"... u know who am i talking abt... kekeke... than left with the 5 of us to finish the whole vodka... huimin best one ar... she drink 2 cups on the rock of vodka... she really win liao... than we left tat ktv pub at abt 2350h... than we sent jermine to take cab... than left with the 4 of us... we share cab home... when we were on the way... huimin vomit... than i'm the 1st one to get down... b4 i get down i still tell huimin "u take care leh..." she still can smile n reply "i vomit liao... ok liao..." cannot tahan her... hahaha... i reach home at abt 0130h... than i chat with my bro n sleep at abt 2am... n end of the day i cant wake up today... as my head is very pain last night even b4 i left the office... today i reach office at abt 1240h... haiz... but end of the day i realise something... bu ge yi jie jiu xiao chuo... yin wei zhen de hui jie jiu xiao chuo, chuo gen chuo... haiz... i have never believe it this from the start... till yesterday tat i realise it... it really will jie jiu xiao chuo, chuo gen chuo... haiz...

birthday...

2005-07-01T20:47:00.000+08:00

birthday...

this morning i went to taka to shop for my bro 20th bday present... i left my house at abt 0930h... when i reach taka abt 1015h... than i walk the whole taka but i cant find anything good enough for my bro... so end of the day i take a try at wisma... n finally i went to a shop where sell shirts... i spend abt 20min in tat shop just to find a nice shirt... n yes... finally i choose this blue n white strips shirt... after tat i went to heeren to buy card where i write abit of notes for him n wrapping paper which have cows on it... hahaha... coz he cow mah... moo...moo... than i found tat i'm abt to late for work so i took a cab near to cine...
once i reach office i quickly wrap my bro's present... when i'm abt to finish than i rem tat today is shi xiong (mr. dewey) bday too... than i let cheryl know abt it oso... so end up we plan to have a small celebration for shi xiong... so at once i went to buy a bday cake with words on it... it's say "Happy Birthday To Mr. Dewey" with 2 big candles n 6 small candles... after tat i actually wanna to look for a very big card to let everyone in the company to wish shi xiong a happy bday... but too bad i went quite a number of shops n still cant find... so end up i bought 2 small cards... once i return back to company i quickly ask those ppl who i saw to sign the cards... when the sky turn dark... i ask a group ppl to went to level 1 to wait for shi xiong to come down... as i ask weiling jie tell a lie n make shi xiong come down as the timing tat cheryl n i had set... but end up shi xiong came in from the other side... than he saw the bday cake... but still ok lah... we sing him bday song... than we take photos... this is shi xiong n me while i'm holding the cake... n this is the 3 of us (cheryl, shi xiong n me) who the management... after shi xiong blow the candles n cut the cake... cheryl n i when to give the cake to other... than went we reach level 22 shi xiong took out the cards n see who sign the it... than now the cards r pin on his board just right in front of him... [shi xiong... i really thank u so much in this 2yrs... i really learn alot of thing... but i know sometime i can be abit slow n got u angry in a way or another... really sorry abt it... really hope tat u r happy just now when u saw the cake... wish u all the best in everything u do... take care...]

i miss my ah-gongs n ah-ma...

2005-06-30T14:38:00.000+08:00

i miss my ah-gongs n ah-ma...

last night when i got home my bro told me tat the pics tat they had taken at my tiong bahru grandpa's wake is out... n it's save in cd... so after my bro left to his gf's house... i was left alone so i took the cd n play in the com... without knowing tat i actually cry when i'm look at the pics n alot of my feeling come back... after finish the 800 over pics... i went to watch my vcd - di ba hao dang pu act by alex to n tian xin... i really love this show alot... i thought tat after finish 2 vcd i can have a good sleep n dont keep thinking abt my grandpas n grandma... but i was wrong... after i off all the light i went to bed... the min i lie on my bed i cry... tears just roll down non-stop... at tat time all i see was time time when the 3 of them still strong n fit... everything just flash back... n it keep playing like a show inside my head...

when i'm young... my tiong bahru grandma dote my bro n i alot... even her left hand cant move... she still can do alot of thing tat u never think of... eg. put in a tread through a needle, cooking, slicing meat, go market, n alot more... at tat time all my bro n i can help was to mop the house, carry thing for her but she's oso worry tat if the thing was too heavy for us... as my bro i r onli abt 4-5 yrs old onli... n tat is when i really learn alot of thing like mopping, washing, sewing n so on... she really teach me alot of thing... she will always love to cook cong cao dun ji tang... n this soup is really very nice... she passed away in 1991 when i'm 7yrs in pri 1... till now i still can rem everything tat happen at the wake...
my bishan grandpa dote my bro i the best... coz we r the onli 2 grandchildren tat he can see the most of the time as we really listen to him... i still rem when i'm 5yrs in K1... he will drive or fetch me home from sch by his big big lorry... i'll always sit alone at the back n my grandpa will be oso alone in the driver sit... but he will always look back to see if i'm around... coz i'll always tent to walk up n down... after i went to pri 1 my bro n i didnt stay in bishan liao... we move to my auntie's house at bt purmei... whenever is sch holiday we will go back to bishan to stay with my mummy, grandpa, grandma n great-grandma... so when ever my bro n i stay over at bishan can tell tat my grandpa n grandma really love n miss us alot... coz early in the morning b4 we wake up my grandpa will cycle to da ba yao just to buy chao shao mee for us... so once we wake up there is breakfast for us... sometime he will cook lunch n if he dont he will cycle to da ba yao again to buy chicken rice... n is the whole drumstick... than for dinner he will sure to cook our fav soup mo gu tang n fish as well... coz he know tat i love fish alot... n my grandpa cooking is really very good... so when sch holiday was the most happiest time i have... whenever sch is going to re-open my grandpa will send us back to my auntie's house... n he will sure to cry... i will oso cry when i see him cry... he passed away last yr aug... till now i still couldnt believe tat he is no longer with me... i still cant take it...
i know tat my tiong bahru grandpa is a very strong man... he can drink alot... n he will never got drunk home b4... whenever he got home after he drink he will never make a mass at home... he will still go n take a look at my tiong bahru grandma to see if she is sleeping... he can cook oso... he wu xiang is the best ar... he went market to buy meat, prawns n more... than chop them by himself... everything he put in the wu xiang is zhen cai shi liao jue dui mei you tuo gong jian liao... he will always make one big tray... n we will sure to finish it without fail... he just passed way weeks ago... i still can rem when i went to vist him at SGH he's still can hug me in arms... n hold me hand tightly dont wanna to let it go...
me now onli left with my bishan grandma who is in the old folk home now... she got lao ren chi dai zheng... is not tat my mummy dont wanna to take care of her... is just tat my mummy need to work no one is at home to take care of my grandma... wheneverwhen i'm free i'll go to the old folk hom with my mummy to look at my grandma... she dont really know tat i've already grow up liao... her thinking was tat i'm still a little kid who might fall from bed... so whenever my mummy ask her "y u hold so tight onto the bed...? izzit u scare tat ah-yan fall from bed...?" than my grandma will reply "yayaya..." n nod her head with the eyes wide open... than we will be laughing... at least we know tat she still got us...

everyone got 2 grandma n 2 grandpa... i'm onli left with one grandma whose having lao ren chi dai zheng... i really love those time when the 4 of them still very strong n fit n they really dote me alot... the 4 of them can cook very well... i really wanna to hug them, see them n kiss them... [bishan ah-gong, tiong bahru ah-gong n ah-ma... wo zhen de hao xing ni men... really wanna to see u all again...]

ru hua

2005-06-25T16:56:00.000+08:00

ru hua...

just now at abt 1400h when cheryl n i r kinda free... we watch vdc is a show in jacky wu where tat is ru hua... is all abt jacky wu n nono ordering ru hua how to make fun of some of the actor or actress in taiwan... is a very funny show... coz u will hear ru hua singing... she sing "wo de yi ke xin muack muack, xian gei yi ge ren muack muack..." hahaha... this song really make us cannot tahan... both cheryl n i laugh our head off... at tat time mr melvin still handling appt... n our laughter is kinda catch their attention... so all we do is try to laugh without a noise... is kinda hard lah... coz it's really very funny... n make u cant stop laughing... there r a total of 10 vcd... i onli watch 2 vcd than i bua tahan liao... i laugh till my stomach very pain... hmmm... not bad sia... got free time must laugh abit... if not haiz... i'm just trying to keep myself with thing onli lah...

wrong name...

2005-06-24T22:29:00.000+08:00

wrong name...

just now i pass janet her bday present... is a key-chain... but when she open it than she told me tat her name is not spell as "jenet" n it spell as "janet"... walao... like tat i oso can spell wrongly... i really paisai leh... dont know where to hide... i even save her hp in my hp as "jenet" haiz... i really cannot make it... hmmm... this teach me tat next time must check again b4 i any how "change" other ppl names... hahaha... but anyway i just hope tat she will like tat key-chain... [janet... really sorry abt the wrong spelling of ur name... dont worry... next time i wont spell wrong again... hahaha... next yr ur 19th bday present i'll sure to spell correct... kekeke...]

Alex To poster...

2005-06-24T16:23:00.000+08:00

Alex To poster...

last night when i'm waiting for the train to go home... than i saw there r a few poster at the door of the train n is on the up coming NKF in this july... n it is quite a number of actors, actress n singers photo is on the posters... than i just see n turn my head away... until there is one poster which is right in front of my catches my eyes... coz i saw Alex To photo is in there too... hahaha... at tat moment i quickly take a pic of the poster as i scare tat i might see any my company ppl... coz later very paisai one... coz they will sure to say i bo liao one... kekeke... but still got 2 ang moh saw me taking the pic... than all they do looking at wat i'm trying to do... n they just smile n walk away... walao... so paisai sia... bu dong yao ba wo de lian wang na li fang... must go hide liao... hahaha...

busy day for me...

2005-06-23T20:56:00.000+08:00

busy day for me...

walao... today got alot of thing to do... i do until i blur blur liao... coz today let the news out to everyone tat the BGG Deep Cleansing Wash n Deep Cleaning Milk can collect liao... than i need to check the old forms to see if they have collected anot... in case tat i given out b4 than now they come n collect again... if tat thing really happen i need to pay back to the company... than i die liao... so i must be really careful... like tat still ok leh... if i onli check my own forms... but end of the day i still need to check their files to see when is the last time they collect the product... than i ask riggis to help me to take all their managers' files is abt 6 files in total... than i still need to check one file n one from at a time... haiz... i see till i bua tahan... i took so long to finish checking all the files... n oso it make my table in a big big mass all the files n the forms r here n there... n it look more like those pasar malam selling thing... hahaha... now than i got abit of time to eat snake n write my blog... kekeke... like tat check really can die one leh... guys pls... bu yao zhe yang de nie dai wo hao ma... hahaha... i really can go crazy one leh... haiz... have to stop liao... need to do checking again...

wu gui...

2005-06-22T21:35:00.000+08:00

wu gui...

tat time when shiqi n i when shopping... than we saw a very nice wu gui... but they onli left with the big one than small one sold out... than shiqi very sian liao... coz can tell tat she really like tat wu gui... than i oso went shopping with my mummy to look for the wu gui... n finally my mummy found it yesterday... n she buy it than she bring it to the company to give it to n ask me to pass it to shiqi... the wu gui really very cute... cute right... my mummy buy 4 of them... than i take one n put in my room... than shiqi took one home n left two in my bro room... hahaha... so now everyone is wu gui liao... kekeke...

sleepy monday...

2005-06-21T18:15:00.000+08:00

sleepy monday...

i didnt know tat i can sleep tat long... haha... i sleep at abt 2130h n wake up at abt 1400h on monday afternoon... than i just cook a pack of mee n lazy around till abt 1700h n went to sleep again n wake up at abt 1900h...
than i went out to meet huimin nearby riggis house at abt 2230h... than wait for xiao chain n zixiang than we went to buy dinner... curry fish head, sping chicken, fries n a very nice mango cake from jurong west... we all went up to riggis house... as we r celebrating jenet's 18th bday... we all left riggis's house at abt 0010h... as we all try to catch the last train or bus home... than end of the day zixiang got last train to go home... huimin n i still got bus back... onli left with xiao chain n jenet they dont have mrt home... than they both take bus to bt batok interchange than took cab home ba... really have a very nice dinner... n the mango cake is really wow~! nice sai... the mango... the mango cream... walao... really make u liu kuo shui sia...
last but not least brithday rem to come office n take ur bday present from me... hahaha... really sorry tat i forgot to bring it to riggis's house for u...

goodbye grandpa...

2005-06-21T17:23:00.000+08:00

goodbye grandpa...

last tuesday night 14th june 2005 was the last time i see n hold on to my grandpa... i left SGH at abt 2330h... than i went to meet sebas... i reach home at abt 0200h... once i step into my house... my dad told me tat SGH called saying tat my grandpa cant make it liao... i didnt went back to SGH with my dad coz my hp low batt... than he return at abt 0445h n told me n my bro saying tat grandpa is gone forever... at tat moment i was totally shock... still rem b4 i left to meet sebas my grandpa still holding my hand n trying to say something... than i cried...
the wake is at my 1st uncle's house... it last for 5 days... from wed 15th june 2005 to sun 19th june 2005... my bro n i was there on wed morning at abt 1000h... than grandpa was back at abt 1430h... at night mr garry, mr jackie, sebas, alexx, raju, sherman, xiao chain, zixiang, dickson, justin, xiao ping, guorong, vic, riggis, jason, guan, rick, huimin n xinyi... they all play mahjong, n cards... all the way till 0600h in the morning... walao... they all really shen leh... really can tahan leh... than tat night other than they all onli left with fabian, my bro n i... all the way till 0900h of 15th june 2005 morning than i went to sleep n wake up at abt 1330h... than wed night magic n seal came down too n left abt 2330h to catch the mrt home... i tahan all the way till 0400h than i went to sleep... so left with andrew n my bro... i really cant take it liao... n wake up at abt 1130h... the 3rd night... my bro n i both abt die liao... than we both finally went home to have a good sleep... sleep at abt 0200h than reach the wake at abt 1400h... than the 4th night i didnt sleep again all the way till everything end at abt 1630h on 19th june 2005...
after everything end liao than i make a trip back to company... n i stay n hang around n look at PSC all the way huimin n jent came than accompany them to lao pa sat to eat... than after tat i took cab home as i'm really very very tired liao...

grandpa heart attack again...

2005-06-14T16:41:00.000+08:00

grandpa heart attack again...

yesterday my mummy, my bro n i went shopping at bugis... it had been a very long time since the 3 of us went out together... we went to buy mp3 coz my bro mp3 spoil liao... my bro n i actually plan after buying the mp3 than shop awhile with my mummy b4 we went to fetch my bro's gf after work... but who know when we just finish our lunch... my bro receive a call from his dad saying tat grandpa is in the hospital bcoz of heart attack... n he was send in to SGH on sunday night... after hearing the news my bro n i rush down to SGH without thinking at all... than my mummy was left all alone... she told me tat she will be shopping for awhile b4 she went home... we reach SGH at 1600h... we onli saw our 1st uncle... than my bro n i went up to grandpa... he is having abit of problem of breathing... but went grandpa say my bro n i he got very ji dong n start to breathe very fast n like kinda going to breathless... than the nurse went in n tell us to ask my grandpa to relax n breathe slowly... haiz... grandpa always so ji dong whenever he see my bro n i... than later of the day my 1st auntie, last uncle, 3rd auntie n her husband n their daughter... than come my 1st uncle's wife n 2nd uncle... at abt 2200h the doctors put in a tube to help my grandpa to breathe coz my grandpa keep going breathless... n the doctors need to put grandpa to sleep b4 they put in the tube... after tat then we went for our dinner at a coffee shop near to SGH... we all had a long long dinner... coz my bro n i havent seen them for a very long liao... n they were like very concern abt my bro n i n as well as my mummy... they oso have say alot of thing tat his dad had done in the past... haiz... mei xiang dao ta lao pa shi na zhong ren... haiz... by the time we reach home is already very late liao...
this morning i went to SGH again to see grandpa... still the same he got ji dong again... all i know is grandpa very dote my bro n i very much when we were young... the nurse told me tat he cant sit up n if he sit up it might hurt him very badly... but this grandpa of mine never wanna to listen one... keep trying ways of ways to get up... but anyway he cant coz his both hands r been tied up... than all he can do is just to move his legs up n down, here n there... really dont know wat he wanna... we cant hear or understand wat he trying to say as the tube is there... we wanna to give him wat he wanna as we oso know tat he is feeling very xin ku... but no one can understand... i really find tat i'm very useless... haiz... my last uncle got told us tat if he can pull over this time is lucky lah... but grandpa is sure to send back to hospital once almost every 3mths... so now all of us r praying hard...

just let me die...

2005-06-12T18:00:00.000+08:00

just let me die...

i really dont understand wat my dad is thinking abt... y cant he act more like a human... i had never see this kind of ppl or rather this kind of dad at all... last night out of the blue he say he got thing wanna to tell me... haiz... bad thing again... mei you yi jian shi hao shi... than he told me tat there is a girl from china finish her uni is coming to s'pore to help him to work... than he say she is going to sleep in my room... than he ask me where i keep the bed... the bed is make of metal n is upper n lower deck... n tat bed was used to sleep by my bro at the top n me at the lower deck... than once he can have his own room liao... than the upper deck is unused from than on... so i take it off... left with the lower deck which i'm sleeping now... both metal beds already have a few broken metal... but as long as u dont jump on it... still ok to sleep... this bed already spoil years back liao... i told my dad tat i wanna a new bed... u know wat he say "aiyo... no need lah... still can sleep one lah... wont so easy fall one lah..." than ok lah... since i have already ask so long liao... than he dont wanna to buy a new one than forget it lor... all the way till yesterday... he wanna me to fix back the bed... for tat china girl to sleep at the top... than u remind him 3 times... is not save as the top deck is unused for so long liao... it can break more easily... the n he reply without think "aiyo... oso same wat... she sleep on the top n u sleep at the lower deck lor... is ok one lah... na ge chuang bu hui ta xia lai de lah..." wat does he mean... kaoz... tat china girl come here n work one leh... who is she to have a bed... who is she to sleep on the top... who is she for me to share my room with her... who the hell she think she is... i'm his daughter leh... he dont even think for me... if the bed zhen de ta xia lai hui si de... coz all metal... everything is metal... if u as my dad really wanna me to die pls just tell me... dont need to do till like tat one... or u wanna me to move out u oso can just tell me one... bu xu yao zuo na mei duo de xiao dong zuo... than just now i told my mummy abt it... than she say "ok lor... ban chu lai lah... gan gan gen ta nao... bu yao guan liao..." she keep saying is ok for me to move out... but she never say tat i can move to stay with her... she never say at all...
fan zhen cong tou dao wei ta men liang ge dou mei you zhao gu guo wo men liang jie di... wo shi yi ge mei you ren guan he zhao gu de gu er... da cong wo chu shi de na yi tian kai shi wo jiu shi yi ge gu er le... since i'm all alone... no one is going care abt me... no one is going to take care of me... no one wanna me at all... no one wanna to keep me at all... no one understand wat i wanna... no one at all... just let me die lah... if i die liao i believe alot of ppl must be very happy or even no one will take note tat i'm dead... coz i'm just another extra no one will take note abt me... wo fang xin bu xia de shi wo di di... ta shi wo wei yi sheng huo de li you... fang zhen ta xian zai ye zhang da le... wo bu xu yao ta xin tai duo le... wo ge yi fang xin le... [di ar... dang wo bu zai de shi huo ni you hao hao de zhao gu zhi ji... yao xiao xin hor... wish tat u will be happy always... dont worry no matter wat happen i'll always be here for u... u already grow up liao... knowing wat to do liao... do take care of yourself...]

fall sick...

2005-06-07T20:10:00.000+08:00

fall sick...

haiz... dont know wat happen to me recently... i'm sick since last week... having stomach pain... oso dont know wat happen... yesterday actually ok one... when we r on the way back home... my stomach till jia lat... than went to SGH again lor... reached abt 2215h... the doctor try to take my blood pressure... the 1st time the doctor take my blood pressure - cant take at all... the doctor say maybe too low tat's y cant read at all... the 2nd time 87... than the 3rd time 83... the doctor say tat my blood pressure too low liao... n from the doctor eyes n my mummy eyes can tell tat they r very worry abt my blood pressure... than after tat the doctor put me to blood test, urine test n x-ray... at tat moment i'm like "wow~! wat happen... y must go through all those tests..." but after all the test we wait for the next 1hr b4 seeing the doctor again... the doctor say everything is fine... the doctor cant find wat wrong with me... haiz... i'm like so agrrhhh... the doctor gave me some medicine n it last for 5 days... after 5 days if still like tat... the pain keep going on... the doctor actually ask me to look for fu can ke... i'm wondering again "huh~! wat's wrong leh... y must go till fu can ke... blurz..." than after tat i go back myself... i reach home at abt 0210h... like half dead like tat... sleep at 0230h... n still come to work today... haiz... actually got MCs one... but i dont wanna coz i dont wanna to be alone at home... like so ke lian like tat i dont wanna... stay at home oso no one to be there to take care of me... i really hope tat there is someone to ask me [how r u liao... feeling any better... take medicine liao mah... taken ur dinner le mah... wanna me to accompany u... wanna me to buy u dinner... wanna me to take care of u... n so on so on...] of coz i wanna all these... but i onli wanna it from him - sebas... but i know he is very vex n troubles abt his family thing... than i'll be more understanding lor... wat to do... nothing can be done...

tweety bird...

2005-05-20T15:40:00.000+08:00

tweety bird...

wow~! u know wat just now i'm kinda shop around raffles xchange than i forgot where it link me to... than i saw a shop tat sell alot of toys... toys tat we used to play when we were kids... there r alots of things... like care-bears, UNO (all diff one), tom & jerry n alot alot more... but actually b4 i enter the shop i saw something... something tat make me so xin fen over it... n tat is tweety bird... is not those small small n dont look like it one... this is a big n huge n look really like tweety bird... n this is wat i'm talking abt... isnt it real big... really look like real one... hmmm... make a guess how much it cost... hahaha... it cost $600... this is really very ex... i really find it very nice... but i dont think it worth this price... hmmm... i think if i got time i'll go to tat shop just to look at the tweety bird jiu xin man yi zhu le... hahaha... bo liao...

the new face is on the way...

2005-05-19T20:19:00.000+08:00

the new face is on the way...

hmmm... this whole week the whole level 1 of NTI is changing a new face... so recently level 22 got alot of ppl... quite noise... but like tat than good mah... cai you ren qi... the walls of NTI at level 1 is light pink... than got a showcase tat is still doing... hahaha... see how many things they need for the showcaes... they oso have a place for them to put bags n hang their coats... this is where mr desmond, mr jackie, mr garry n mr yuanjie tables but now abit not ok yet... its going to be done by tomolo... than we will see a totally new face of NTI at level 1... hmmm... i believe tat it will sure to be very nice one... hao qi dai ar...

love between 2 person...

2005-05-11T17:05:00.000+08:00

love between 2 person...

i believe tat for 2 person to get together is not a easy thing... but once the 2 of them r together... i believe tat nothing cannot be undone coz each of them have the trust, love, care, concern, understanding, share the hard time, the happy time, you fu tong xiang, you nan tong dang, n alot more... b4 u wanna ur gf/bf to understand wat u think or wat u wanna from ur gf/bf u must tell him/her so tat he/she will know wat to do... in a relationship dont have such thing call " wo wei le ni hao, wo cai zhe yang zuo" coz ur gf/bf will not know or understand wat u trying to say... as u didnt say it very clearly... n i believe tat alot of ppl may look as he/she know alot of thing... but is not... they can be very blur like me coz i always blur blur one... u must say it till very clear b4 i really can understand wat u trying to say or wat u wanna...
if there is something happen to one of them the other wont be happy or wat so ever... coz he/she will be blaming himself/herself y cant they be there for their love one... i believe once the 2 of them get together they r ready to do anything for their love one no matter wat... n pls dont say "i'm trying not to be selfish to u... i scare tat i will waste ur time... u happy can liao... wo bu yao dan wu le ni de xing fu... wo pa mei jiang lai..." n so on, n so on... sometime by doing so u will think tat u r doing good to ur love one... but u r wrong... ur love one will be thinking tat y cant he/she be there for u when u really someone to be there for u or even jing shen shan de support... he/she will find tat he/she is useless... coz he/she cant do anything to help... pls rem... u need 2 hands to clap... so this kind of thing must need both of them to work out together... two heads is always better then one...

to all lovers out there... pls take note...
ur love one will be always be there for u no matter wat happen... coz he/she is all ready to give u wat u need n wat u wanna since the min u 2 r together... dont ever think tat he/she will leave u even there is something happen to u or even other things happen...

one day after Mothers' Day...

2005-05-10T15:05:00.000+08:00

one day after Mothers' Day...

on sunday 8th May 2005 is Mothers' Day... my mummy n i have to work on sunday so we actually kinda celebrate it yesterday... we went to cut hair in the afternoon... than we went to far east to look for sebas who have been waiting for ur for 2hr... hahaha... than we went to taka for our lunch at Crystal Jade... than we went shopping for shoes... walao... we went in quite number of shop b4 my mummy n i actually found a shoe tat we like... (aiyo... is like tat one mah... girls is like tat one mah... kekeke...) than abt 2000h i send my mummy to the bus-stop... after tat sebas n i went to cineleisure to look for howard, alexx, sherman they all... (impossible for me to write all the names down ba...) hahaha... we watch Coach Carter at 2100h n it end at 0017h... walao... tat show very nice... gao lak... must watch ar... then i reach home at abt 1am... than chat with my bro n his gf till 0330h... than go to bed... this morning nearly late for work... hahaha... but ok lah... i reach office in time... hehehe...

sick sick...

2005-05-08T12:24:00.000+08:00

sick sick...

yesterday i very very very down... =( coz cheryl went off early for appt outside... after cheryl went off not long... shi xiong oso went off le... than left me alone in office... but ok lah... coz i play game the whole day... hahaha... after playing the game "i spy spooky mansion deluxe" for abt 3-4 hours... than... knock off liao... yeah... but no lor... 1h b4 i knock off my head pain till dont know like tat wat... like going to bao za liao... than after tat i went to orchard to look for seal n magic... than i stay there to watch show... the show very funny... alot of ppl is laughting... they seem to enjoy themselves like how seal n i enjoy... after tat we went to coffee bean at taka to wait for sebas... by tat time my face look so white lor... coz my head still pain lor... than after tat sebas send me home... when i reach my carpark... i get down of the taxi as fast as i could... than i vomit... (-_-) than sebas help me to my house... to make sure tat i'm ok n i'm sleeping... than he went home... coz this morining mr garry they all r flying to china... take care...

finally wier called...

2005-05-08T11:57:00.000+08:00

finally wier called...

after so long... yesterday afternoon wier than called me up when he is at his dad factory... to my surprise tat there's alot of thing happen for the past few mths... haiz... i really dont know wat to say or do liao... i really feel very sad lor... coz as a sis of his... i oso cant do anything to help... all i can say now is... just like wat i say 3yrs back... "u call me sis... i'm always ur sis... no matter wat happen u must tell me... no matter wat u help... i'll be there for u..." even till now... i have not break this promise... [a promise is not meant to be break, but is meant to be fulfill.] pls... wier... if u got anything or no matter wat happen... pls come to me... i'll always be here to help u... last but not least... u will always be my bro... ok... is a deal...

wier... where r u...

2005-05-05T15:24:00.000+08:00

wier... where r u...

haiz... really dont know wat to say... i have know my this didi, wier for 3yr liao... but this is the 1st time tat i cant find him... no matter where, no matter how... i'm just wondering if he is trying to hide from me... i just dont understand y he must do so... can anyone tell me wat happen...
wier, i believe tat u should know me by now lor... if u got anything u can just tell me n let me know... no matter wat happen i will always be here for u... i just wanna to know tat u r safe n sound n everthing goes well for u... oh ya... one more thing... b4 i forgot... u n elaine dont need to worry so much liao... the $150 tat both of u have borrow from hayn korkor... n have been draging for mths n havent pay korkor... by the way... is not tat korkor in need of the money or rush u all to pay is just tat korkor's mum know abt the money n very angry... i just wanna to tell u tat i pay for u two liao...
wier... u know me very well one lor... u borrow money from me so many time liao n the sum of money tat u borrow fom me is much much more than $400... but since when i rush it from u... i say b4... got anything u can come n tell me or ask me... dont hide... pls... n i believe u know tat i wont pay for nothing one lor... i need to have talk to u... i need u to explain thing out to me... i need to see u asap... pls... call me back asap...

after so long...

2005-05-03T20:46:00.000+08:00

after so long...

wow~! we have chat so long today... it have been so long tat we havent chat for this long like today... i have know Mark for 8yrs liao... the last call from him was on V-day this yr... but same as usually we still talk abt thing tat happen 8yr ago...
8yr ago... when i'm 13yr old n he is 16yr...
is was end of the year right after the exams... i get this guy thought phone... haha... (coz tat time still young lor...) than after be with him for a few mths b4 we actually meet up... i still rem he meet me near my house's bus-stop... he live at tampines n i stay at bukit batok... (very far hor...) when i 1st saw him he pass me a letter n walk to aside... (i still keep tat letter in tat bag i take tat day... really lor... tat letter is type out one lor...) after reading the letter i walk towards him... n tat is where we really started...
after not long... is the end of yr sch holiday... i still need to go back sch for my Band... but i didnt go very often... i went down to tampines to meet him early in the morning at abt 0730h... we will stay at parks n alot other places... (u know wat tat time $10 can buy alot of things leh... like 2 plate of chicken rice, 2 cans of drinks n a small pack fag... but now... haiz... $10 oso cannot buy a pack of fag...) this is how i spend my one whole Dec holidays...
after i started sch at Jan 1998... he start to get busy looking for job n sch... so we dont have much time to meet up or even chat on the phone... so i get to konw other guys from my friends... than i chat we them on the phone... i still rem one day Mark called when he having a bad throat... i mistake him as the other guy i know from my friends... than he ask me am i attached...? to him surprise i ans no... :`( than after tat we just broke off... even after we broke off he will still even meet me...
so till now we r still friends... all i hope is... all the best to u, Mark... Miss ya... take care... really hope to meet u up one day...

hyan kor kor's birthday...

2005-04-16T17:49:00.000+08:00

hyan kor kor's birthday...

yesterday i knock off at 2300h... than i went to meet korkor at Orchard at abt 2330h... n this is the 1st time i see dasao althought we chat on the phone b4... we took 45min to walk here n there just to look for a nice pub... than in the end... we end up at chinablack... the Q-ing is very fast it onli take us last than 10min to go in... u know wat its like its going a yr i didnt go clubbing liao... i went in last than 5min i saw a guy who is my friend but i'm so sad to say tat i cant rem his name... i'm really sorry... than to my surprise... i saw Rachel... both of us r like so shock... coz the last time we went clubbing is last yr at devil bar... hahaha... than all of us r dancing, drinking n chatting away... all the way till abt 2am++ going to 3am... we saw a group of "ba po" or same call them "drag"... they were standing behind us... after not long we saw 2 "drags" is at the dancing area... tat is still ok leh... after abt 15min... we dont see them we thought tat they were gone... but went i turn around i saw tat the group of "drag" is just behind me... oh ya... korkor got touch 4 times dont know by who... dasao n i r like laughting away... kekeke... 20min b4 0400h... we saw a "drag" is dancing sexy dance with a guy at the dance area... everyone in chinablack stop dancing but just looking at the both of them n cheer... hahaha... its really very funny... tat guy actually LC with tat "drag", touch the "drag" everywhere... after watching for tat 20min i went home le... n i sleep at abt 0500h in the morning... than got late to work... (feel so nie jiu) :(

showcase...

2005-04-15T19:03:00.000+08:00

showcase...

hmmm... just finish doing the showcase for our zong cai, Mr. James Phang... haiz... i actually took abt 2hr to finish it... now just wait for shi xiong, Mr. Dewey, to say ok... but i believe tat shi xiong will say "u say can than can lor..." he always say like tat one... (-_-) but anyway i think the showcase is not bad lah... kekeke... from the time i reach office at 1400h i keep on doing all those thing till 1830h... now than got time to write my blog... hehehe... now i'm just waiting to konck off n go Orchard... coz today Hyan kor kor is celebrating his birthday... (gonna to have fun later at night liao... yeah~!) i brought a pen n a keychain with kor kor name on it... is a nice nice one... hope tat kor kor will like it... ermz... i dont think tat i can stay out too late tonight coz tomolo have to reach office at 1200h... (have to wake up latest at abt 1000h... down~) but is ok lah... kor kor birthday leh... hahaha...

2005-04-14T16:14:00.000+08:00

this handsome guy here of coz is my playful brother who is turning 21 next year...

2005-04-14T16:12:00.000+08:00

yoz... this is of coz no other than my beloved mummy... see how happy she is at the Noble Resturant...

2005-04-14T16:06:00.000+08:00

is this brithday card nice... is done by da zi lao, magic n seal...

2005-04-14T16:04:00.000+08:00

here r some presents from my friends...

really hard to forget...

2005-04-14T15:38:00.000+08:00

really hard to forget...

it already been 2 weeks after my 21st birthday... but to me is like just yesterday... it really very hard for me to forget... (maybe it is my 21st birthday ba... hahaha... anyway alots of people say 21st birthday is the hardest birthday tat anyone will forget... maybe i'm one of them ba...) hmmm... of coz i not onli wanna to rem my 21st birthday... i wanna to rem all my next coming up birthday... coz i believe i will have more unforgettable birthday coming up... hahaha...

my slip-dise... pain

2005-04-12T18:49:00.000+08:00

my slip-dise... *pain*

haiz... on 7th April went i wake up in the morning than my back very pain... actually the pain started on 6th April night... than all i do is take the pain killer... but it didnt really help lah... so end of the day i went to hospital took a jab n stay spend one night there... *sad* but there is a funny thing... tat is when the nurse take my blood pressure n the nurse found tat my blood pressure is very low... the nurse took a few times... the 1st time is 92, the 2nd time is 90, than 86, than 84, than 80, than the last time is 79... (from wat i know is 120-130 is normal) the nurse face turn green, the eyes open very big... hahaha... look so funny... but serious on the other hand is not funny as my blood pressure is super low... next day went i reach home... still having a hard time walking coz my back is hard n pain n oso abit numb here n there on my left leg... now kinda ok liao lah... but i still need to go back to the hospital on 27th April to see Dr. John Chen... haiz... see him again... i will see wat he say again...

so now u think i'm in the wrong lah...

2005-04-02T14:03:00.000+08:00

so now u think i'm in the wrong lah...

ermz... i really dont know wat to do or say now... no matter if u found it or not... the truth is u lie to me... ppl is just trying to care n worry abt the thing... but u lie to me... i know tat u lie to me is just dont wanna me to get worry or wat... but u know it very well tat i cant take it when someone lie to me... now u have tell me alot of thing... shout at me the 4th time... as i told u b4 dont shout at me... n u r being very sarcastic to me... so u think i'm in the wrong now lah... so u think tat i trust other oso dont trust u lah... than ok lor... u dont even wanna to talk thing out with me... u dont even wanna to listen... all u know is being sarcastic to me, shout at me n blaming me... so u mean my care n concern is no use lah... than i ask u wat u wanna from me... wat wanna me to do...

2005-03-31T18:22:00.000+08:00

this is when i went back to office to look for Dai Luo... coz Dai Luo brought me this brithday cake...[shhh... making wish... cannot make too much noise...]

2005-03-31T18:20:00.000+08:00

this is the pic tat was taken at 12 midnight sharp... than the camera went low batt... see how lucky am i...

on 29th March 2005 my 21st Birthday...

2005-03-31T17:11:00.000+08:00

on 29th March 2005 my 21st Birthday...

on 28th March 2005...
i went to for dinner with my mummy, my daddy, my brother n my bro's gf... at Noble Restaurant... we had a very nice n full dinner... after tat i went o KTV with some of my friends... they r... Melvin, Sherman, Sebas, Howard, Man, Jean, Xinyi, Magic, Seal n Da zi lao... we all sing for 4hr n order 6 jars of beer n 3 jars of vokar...
when the time hit 12 midnight...
29th March 2005...
when the just reach 12 midnight... the lights in out KTV room when dark... i got a shock... wat happen... wat's going on... hmm... than they come in with a birthday cake with 2 big candles n a small one... kekeke... we left the KTV at abt 0130h... than magic show me his fire... "wow~~! is so cool... very nice..." Magic show us alot of things on fire... after taking a few pic... Melvin, Sherman, Xinyi n Jean went home 1st... coz they were too tried liao... moreover they need to work early in the morning... the rest of us went back to M-Hotel tat i book earlier on... when we were on the way back to hotel... Howard n Man say tat they r hungry... so Sebas follow them to eat... so onli Magic, Seal, Da zi lao n me went up to the hotel room 1st... we took quite a lot of pics... some r in the bath-tub, on the bed, on the couch n lots more... later at abt 0330h - 0400h... Seal n Magic went home 1st coz Seal need to work oso... so the whole room left with Man on the couch, Sebas on 1 bed n Da zi lao n i share 1 bed... [by the way for ur info... dont think wrongly ar... Da zi lao was on the top half of the bed n i'm on the lower half of the bed...] without knowing... i fall asleep at abt 0500h... i check out the hotel alone at abt 1630h n meet up with Da zi lao somewhere near the M-Hotel... than we went back to office together... we went back for awhile onli... than Da zi lao went for his gym n i went to Orchard to meet one of my friend... after tat i went back to office to look for Dai Luo (Daniel)... coz Dai Luo say tat he brought me a Birthday cake... so again another few of my company friends celebrate for me... than i left office to Zi Xiang's house to burn the pic from the camera into a CD... than i reach home abt 2330h...
this is how i celebrate my 21st Birthday...
i really wanna to thank my this group of wonderful friends who celebrate my 21st Birthday with me... thank you guys... u r the best of all... ~muackz~

my grandpa is going for the op on Monday...

2005-03-26T14:58:00.000+08:00

my grandpa is going for the op on Monday...

i went to see my grandpa yesterday... he look much better liao... heard tat he is going for a op on Monday... the op is to see how many blockage is there in his heart... n the op is going to last for 2hr... n this op is just a process tat much go through... he is so happy when i used a wet towel to wipe his head, hands n legs... coz my grandpa scare of hot... so after using the wet towel... he smile n look at me... kekeke... at tat moment i feel go happy n joy... might be going to see him later when i knock off... hope tat i'll not see any reletives there...

my grandpa is still strong...

2005-03-24T20:57:00.000+08:00

my grandpa is still strong...

last night i went to the hospital to see my grandpa... than i found out tat he's actually left the CCU liao... in a normal ward but is those on standby one... he is wearing a oxygen mask... but when he see me got so ji dong n remove the oxygen mask n hug me in his arm with all he can... i ask him how is he feeling now... any better... still got pain anot... n so on... all he reply me is "i'm alright... better liao... dont worry..." after tat he keep asking me to home asap as is getting very late liao... so i listen to him... after i left the hospital i cry... i'm so relive... i'm so fang xin now...

my grandpa...

2005-03-23T16:20:00.000+08:00

my grandpa...

last monday night... i got a call from my bro... he told me tat my grandpa who is my dad tat side one is in the hospital bcoz of heart-attack... i got shock... than yesterday i went to see my grandpa... he is in the CCU ward... (CCU is something like ICU) i got so sad n down when i saw my grandpa... so many tubes n machines r around him... he cant talk... look so tired n weak... at tat moment i'm so sad... n it oso remind me of my another grandpa who is my mummy tat side one who die on National Day last yr... when he was in hospital tat time oso got alot of tubes n machines around him... i really feel so heartache... y both of my grandpa have to go through this kind of things... they r both very good husband, father n grandfather as well... i really feel so sad... sometime when i think of it i really feel like crying... i know tat everyone will go through this road... but y cant let them have the more peaceful way... y must be so unfair to them...

7 more days...

2005-03-22T15:19:00.000+08:00

7 more days...

hmmm... 6 more days to my birthday or rather i should say 7 more days... coz i'm celebrating on the 28th March... so gan jong abt it... really wish tat it will come soon... i'm kinda wondering wat will happen on tat day... how things will go on.... hao jing zhang ar... aiyo... i happy till i dont know wat to say liao... but i just hope tat everything will go smoothly tat day... still waiting...

wait 3 whole hours for nothing...

2005-03-14T16:06:00.000+08:00

wait 3 whold hours for nothing...

i'm so so angry last night... i knock off at 2000h... than Capricorn told me tat he is not free got meeting... than i have nothing to say but to leave the office... b4 i actually leave he ask me if i wanna to wait for him anot... i just reply "see how lor..." in a fun mood... after i left i really boring... nothing to do... than i call Da Zi Lau... he is at amk with his sis n his sis's bf... than after a 30min chat... we plan to meet up in town... after shopping a few bo liao place... we went to Shaw House to eat... actually i eat onli lah... coz Da Zi Lau eaten liao... the both of us sit down there n chat n joke till abt 2145h... Capricorn call me... asking where am i... who am i with... doing wat... i still ask Capricorn to come down... than he reply "see how 1st... still got appt going on..." usually when Capricorn say "see how" or "maybe" he usually got come down one unless he say "NO" than it will comfrim tat he's not going down... than i wait again... all the way till 2310h Capricorn msg me telling me tat he is in Mr.Garry's car... on the way home... when i got this msg i got so angry... wanna me to wait for him... end up telling me tat he is on the way home... i call him up without the 2nd thought... all he say was "i dont know tat u r waiting for me... if i know i sure come down once i finish my thing..." but i'm so sorry to say tat b4 i left the office he ask me if i wanna to wait for him anot... than wat is this... for fun ar... than end up he rush down to look for me at abt 2345h... so wat if he rush down... no point liao... coz he shouted at me the 2nd time on the phone b4 he reach... 3rd time when he stand right of me... this make me even more angry... end up... i told Da Zi Lau to go home 1st... and Da Zi Lau keep ask me to relax n cool down... after Da Zi Lau left... i just walk away from Capricorn but he keep following me n ask me not to angry... actually ok one leh... all the way till he say this "wo ke yi bu yong xia lai de leh... wo yi jing dao le wo jia luo xia le... than i take cab rush down one leh..." this make me worse... since u already think of not coming down coz u alreay reach home liao... than u can just f**k off... end up... i just walk here n there just to look for cab to go home... when u reach home... i just close the door right in front of his face without any word from the place i take cab till i close the door... when i'm done with my thing i msg Capricorn "ni heng hao... ni you zhong... rang wo deng le 3 ge bu pi yao de zhong tuo..." he call me back after 10min... saying alot of thing "sorry lah... dont angry lah... i dont know u wait for me lah... dont like tat lah..." i'm just too pissed to listen to anything so i ask to hang up the phone... when i wake up this moring... he call me 6 times... i didnt ans... i really dont wanna to talk to him... dont wanna to see him... dont wanna to listen... dont wanna... dont wanna... all i oso dont wanna... argghhh... CAPRICORN... NI GEI WO JI ZHU...

2005-03-12T14:50:00.000+08:00

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a horror movie...

2005-03-12T14:07:00.000+08:00

a horror movie...

walao... last night i went to wat a horror movie, Boogeyman, with Capricorn... kaoz... u know wat... just start of the show onli scared u till like shit like tat... where the title of the show not even out yet... (-_-) coz u see ar... usually before the show start they will show u the title 1st... but this show not leh... this show is abt a childhood nightmare... even when he had grown up his childhood continues to haunt him... When he was only eight years old, he watched his father get eaten by the Boogeyman, or at least that's how he remembers it. Of course, no one believed him then--not even his mother... The result of the is a work that relies more on shocks and thrills than actual blood and guts in order to frighten u... but after all this is a very nice show... although is scaring but very nice to watch... go n watch it when u r free... sure nice one... 100%...

sorry Magic...

2005-03-09T20:14:00.000+08:00

sorry Magic...

haiz... i feel so sad n down... today Magic come very early to office... so we have a long chat with Sebas... all we talk abt was magic stuff n playing with some tricks... gay friend (Riggs) reach office in the late afternoon... but before tat Magic did told us tat gay friend wanna to talk to him when he reach... but when gay friend reach office Magic did told gay friend to come up to level 22... but dont know y gay friend dont wanna to come up... later at abt 1800h we went down to level 1... once we reach level 1 gay friend make Magic sit beside him... than he stared to scold Magic... the 1st thing tat gay friend said was "u tell me wat u learn this whole afternoon... u told me tat u wanna to come down office to learn thing... wat have u learn... all u did was to talk cock... r all those thing productive... NO~! is not... can u do thing which is more productive..." at tat moment of time i really feel very guilty... i felt tat i got Magic in trouble n got a scolding for nothing from gay friend... i really feel very sad, down n guilty... coz i got others in trouble... i really dont know did i did anything wrong... i think i did... if not Magic will got scolding... i'm really so sorry, Magic... i got u in trouble... i really sorry... i'm sorry...
this is not the 1st time gay friend is doing this... just like last Saturday... i took MRT back with gay friend, Alexx, Xinyi, Zi Xiang n the other guy who i cant rem his name... i was on the phone with Da Zi Lau (Ricky)... Alexx overheard it... tat's y he know tat is Da Zi Lau... than Alexx is just trying to have fun with us... so he went to tell gay friend "hey... she is talking to ur downline leh... hahaha...waloa... she oso didnt call me n chat with me... i angry liao lah... :P" "ahh... i dont know lah... i just scold the head(Magic) last few days onli... now his turn..." gay friend reply in a very angry n hack care way... wat i did again... i do nothing... just a friend friend chat onli mah... y must gay friend react in this way... i really dont understand... y gay friend react in this way... did i did anything tat will harm his zhu zi... no lor... i didnt lor... on the other hand... i try mean n way to get Da Zi Lau to come down office to learn thing lor... n all the way i use was abt networking marketing... i didnt lie or wat... Alexx know tat i ask Da Zi Lau to come down... Mr Garry knew it too... coz Alexx told Mr Garry... n Mr Garry still can joke with me saying "hmmm... than ok lor... next time if my downline dont wanna to come down to office... than i leave it to u to ask them down lah... hahaha..."
is not tat i cant communicate with gay friend... is just tat gay friend always say thing dou shi yi zhen jian xie one... how u wanna me to chat with him... haiz... but i think i'll try ba... mei you ren hui shi bai, zhi you shi qing cai hui shi bai...

dont ask the wrong person...

2005-03-06T17:49:00.001+08:00

dont ask the wrong person...

if u need to do anything... pls.. pls.. pls.. rem to ask the right person... NEVER ask the wrong person... if not it will do u lots of bad... must rem to think a few times b4 u wanna to do anything... i'm now so angry...
this thing start like this...
just now Weiling Jie called me... ask me to on the lights n air-con for Lumimi... but all i know is to where r the lights switches but not the air-con... than i went to ask tat bloody Capricorn... tat is most wong thing to do... is to ask him... Capricorn tells me tat he know where n how to on th air-con... he went down with me to level 1... but u know wat... when i'm at Lumimi trying to find the switch for the air-con... then i found out tat he is not anywhere near me... i look for him everywhere at level 1 but no where to be found... than finally i found the switches for the air-con... so i just on it in no time... after tat i need to come back up to 22 level... when i'm waiting for the lift i saw those people in Lumimi come back liao... at tat point of time i'm like kinda relax coz i on the air-con in time... on the other hand... i'm so angry... coz nearly tat bloody Capricorn got me in deep shit... when the lift reached 22 level... guess wat... i saw tat bloody Capricorn in happily chatting with other managers... without any thinking... i just scolded him right away in front of other mangers...
u tell me lah... if i cant find the switches in time... i'm in a very deep shit... so u cant blame me to get so angry over this small little thing...

yeah~!!! my birthday coming...

2005-03-05T01:51:00.000+08:00

yeah~!!! my brithday coming...

i'm very happy... coz my birthday coming... is on the 29th March... is my 21st birthday... i'll be celebrating on the 28th March... yeah~!!! i always wanna to have a big celebration... finally i can... but not very big oso lah... coz not enough money lor... anyone can sponsor me... hahaha... bo liao... (-_-) hmmm... i have plan to call Mr.Garry they all go... i actually wanna to call abt 10-15 people but who know... end of the day... this thing pass around very fast... alot of people know abt it... now i stress lor... dont know wat to do... but is ok lah... coz after all as long as i happy can liao... who cares... coz is my day... wo zui da... no one can say a thing... hahaha... i call n booked a VIP room at the KTV this afternoon... i still need to call M-hotel... but hor... i dont know when than book... coz i got no credit card... haiz... down... but i always believe this "if there's a will, there's a way" wo yi ding you ban fa... \(^^,)v oh ya... i still need to book a restaurant... this restaurant is not for them... too bad... hahaha... r for people who's very important to me... n they r no other than my dearest mummy, my daddy(my mummy's bf), my brother n his gf... hahaha... of coz they r more important than other people n tat include my life...
my planning for tat day is... i'll be having dinner with "my important people" at abt 1900h... after tat than i'll be meeting Mr.Garry they all 2100h at the KTV... after a 4h of KTV... we will be going to the hotel... opps... hotel?!?! so many ppl..?!?! will anything happen..?!?! (-_-) hahaha... u think too much liao lah... we will be checking in the hotel at around 0130h... n i'll be bring a bottle of Martel... huh..?!?! alcohol..?!?! wat if later jiu huo luan xin..?!?! walao... pls lah... dont think so much lah... onli one bottle onli... where got so easy jiu huo luan xin one... use ur brain lah...
will my plan be perfect... will my plan turn out to be smooth... will my plan still go on... will anyone spoil my plan... will anything crop up... will it be as fun as i think... will i be happy n enjoy on tat day... will i... will i... will i...

boring...

2005-02-25T19:10:00.000+08:00

boring...

haiz... i'm so boring to day... nothing to do since i reach office till now... but just now when Cecille n Magic(Alan) r here with me, i'm so so happy... bcoz of Magic... coz whenever Magic is around i'm a so happy... just a plain simply reason... he will show me magic n make me laugh... so when Magic is around u will never see with a boring mood... hahaha... Cecille oso is a very funny gal... u know wat... till today than i know tat she actually onli 18 this yr... i got a shock... hahaha... coz she dont look like onli 18yr old... but now they have left the company... i'm alone again... boring again... nothing to do again... haiz...

how i really wish to go to level1 n not staying alone at 22level...Shi Xiong(Dewey) not around... Cheryl not around... dont know where they go... no one to talk to... if this go on... i think sooner or later i'll become a hui shuo hua de ya ba le...

angry with sebas...

2005-02-24T21:18:00.000+08:00

angry with Sebas...

*hump* i'm so so so angry... with tat sebas lor... say will reach office b4 1930h... than i gave him 3 times at abt 2030h... no one pick up my phone... still say wanna to bring to go eat... end up... i hungry like f**k like tat... than finally he ans my call... than he said tat he will reach in 30min time... by than i already eat one ba zhang n oso finish smoking liao... moreover i walk slowly to LPS than walk back... eat slowly... smoke slowly... argghhh... dont wanna to say liao lah... so pissed out... Sebas, u zhu ba jie...

really miss those days...

2005-02-24T14:40:00.000+08:00

really miss those day...

last night when sebas n i try to do his blogspot... Mr.Dylan msg me in the msn... we had a short chat... we didnt really chat much... coz is already 2am in the morning... Mr.Dylan just ask me how am i... is very thing ok... got any news to share with him... n so on... after the chat than i found out tat i really miss those days when i'm with Mr.Dylan & Mr.Francis... i really wish tat they didnt leave the managment at all... i really feel very happy n overjoy when they r around... not like now... haiz... dont know how to say lah... just one simple word "unhappy"... MR.DYLAN & MR.FRANCIS, I REALLY MISS THOSE DAYS WHEN U ALL R AROUND... I MISS U 2 VERY MUCH...

romance / marriage for Aries in ths 2005

2005-02-20T16:47:00.000+08:00

romance / marriage for Aries in this 2005

Mental distances and resentment in marriage relationship issues could remain till end March. There will be a significant improvement in relationships after April begins. Mental distances could be quite high between 2nd February and 4th June. An ease and happiness will come in marriage matters after 28th September. Chances of marriage for the unmarried will become possible after 28th September till the end of the year. March, April, September and November will be positive for love matters while February, August and December will be difficult. Marriage matters will be most favourable after October begins.

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would u... do u... are we... am i... have u ever... are u...

2005-02-20T13:43:00.000+08:00

would u... do u... are we... am i... have u ever... are u...

put [x] for yes []leave it blank for no : )

W0ULD Y0U...
[ ] go out with me?
[ ] give me your number?
[ ] kiss me?
[ ] watch a movie with me?
[ ] take me out to dinner?
[ ] drive me somewhere
[ ] cut some rug with me?
[ ] be my bf/gf?
[ ] have a fling with me?
[ ] buy me a drink?
[ ] take me home for the night?
[ ] Would you let me sleep in your bed?
[ ] Sing karaoke with me?
[ ] sit in the doctors office with me
because I didn't want to go alone?
[ ] re-post this for me to answer your
questions?
[ ] give me a piggyback ride?
[ ] Come pick me up at 3 am because my
car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere
[ ] go clubbing

D0 Y0U...
[ ] think im handsome / pretty?
[ ] think im cute?
[ ] want to kiss me?
[ ] want to cuddle wit me?
[ ] want to hook up with me?

ARE WE...
[ ] aquintences?
[ ] friends?
[ ] in a relationship?
[ ] gonna have kids?

AM i...
[ ] understanding?
[ ] smart?
[ ] cute?
[ ] funny?
[ ] cool?
[ ] sexy?

HAVE Y0U EVER...
[ ] thought about me?
[ ] thought there might be an "us"?
[ ] thought about hookin up with me?
[ ] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[ ] wished i were there?

ARE Y0U...
[ ] done with this survey?
[ ] happy you know me?
[ ] mad at me?
[ ] thinkin bout me?
[ ] missing me?

something abt an Arise's woman

2005-02-20T12:57:00.000+08:00

something abt an Aries's woman

She think only good things so she prepares and always make arrangement for herself to be in the right path always, quite systematic indeed. If there is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself. This seemingly ordinary woman will push herself to meet her goal.

She will have quite a confusing or mixture of character. Sometimes, she will be very careful about guy she will mingle with. When she faces with problems, she will handle them and solving them very well, and at the same time showing other people that she has that capability. Once she determine to do thing, nothing will stop her.

You could see her in the party dancing like flash dance or dirty dancing. She could be someone flashy and wanted by many men, or she could be a cold and non-social person. She will have her own way to win you over.

Once she choose you, she will need to be proud of you. "Love" is not as important to her as "Marriage". Her real goal in life is "Safety" and her position in other people sight need to be "Secure". She plans her life, and socially life easily and very carefully. She is very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody or nothing, no chance because she loves ambition and a good life.

She need lots of love, but do not want and do not belief in an occasional or unconventional love. She is a proud in nature type. She always look cool even when she is not. She like to make people see her as "secure and confident". If she is mad, you can tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a long time.

Her beautiful imaginations need to be realistic, for failure is not in her plan. A Goat always climb high, so either she start from a low point or a high point, she will make sure at the end she will have the best spot. She will not show her ambition, but she will show that she satisfy with herself now. Once you look back she already moved up again, quietly but sure. If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her. She is stubborn, but she will listen. She will act like a gentle fragile person.